Yesterday I realized I have been holding so much hate in my heart towards one person, from my past, that it has been restricting me from giving my all in my life today. I hold pain, anger and broken pieces that cannot be fixed.
Holding these hatred feelings have been like venom in my veins, poisoning me and I didn’t know. I have to let go, I have to forgive your actions, and the agony you placed on me, but not for you. I have to forgive your actions for myself. Once I release this anger, I will be able to give more in my daily life, to someone that deserves it.
Then I thought, maybe those pieces, my broken pieces are not suppose to be fixed. Maybe they are suppose to be replaced. Replaced by someone who can make me whole without noticing. Someone who will heal me, when they do not even realize I am broken.