Letting go of hate

Yesterday I realized I have been holding so much hate in my heart towards one person, from my past, that it has been restricting me from giving my all in my life today. I hold pain, anger and broken pieces that cannot be fixed.

Holding these hatred feelings have been like venom in my veins, poisoning me and I didn’t know. I have to let go, I have to forgive your actions, and the agony you placed on me, but not for you. I have to forgive your actions for myself. Once I release this anger, I will be able to give more in my daily life, to someone that deserves it.

Then I thought, maybe those pieces, my broken pieces are not suppose to be fixed. Maybe they are suppose to be replaced. Replaced by someone who can make me whole without noticing. Someone who will heal me, when they do not even realize I am broken.

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2 thoughts on “Letting go of hate

  1. Now, this sounds just like me. Looks like we are really in the same page! Let go of hatred, there’s no one being harm but you. Try not to look for healing from someone else though. The best person to do that is really you. Enjoy life! 🙂

    • You are right, if we look for healing in someone else we will never be fully healed. Thank you for stopping by and sharing your thoughts.
      Looking forward to reading more of your posts!:)

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